hah another day of barely ne skool. Had SAVE during 1st...then teen mentoring during some of 3rd all the way until 6th cuz we went to francis house after hah. Wish all my skool days went by like that...so freakin fast...thats awsome!

Hah after skool i went to the doctors to check out my long lasting anthrax. Yup its nothing...its juss gonna take awhile to go away is all. And i even got some shiet perscribed to me that i wont be getting until 2morrow.

hah i "read" the rest of "the great gatsby" today ahem booknotes ahem. haha. Man i am so glad i didnt actually read that stupit book. Would have been a freakin waste of my time. But i did think the story line is SOMEWAT interesting. Pretty much this guy meets some girl. Doesnt see her for 5 years. (did i say 5? as in 5 TIME! 5 TIME!...) then during those 5 years he trys to get up all this cash and get rich so he can impress this girl he hasnt seen for 5 years. Kinda alot to do juss 4 a girl eh? But u gotta respect that guy really loving a girl yanno? the whole teenager thing these days is jump from person to person. Or get a big group of freinds...go out with eachother..then after awhile just rotate haha. Not exactly my style, but thats just me...

Its interesting sometimes to think wat people think of u. Do people seirously see me as some idiot with a loud mouth 24/7? hahaha im guessing so. Strange to see how few people actually try to see if im more than that. Not that i care either way. These days i dont really care to say wat im really thinking or feeling ne ways. Nobody to tell maybe? embaressed to tell? or juss plain wanna keep it to myself. I guess in a sense my stoopid side is a front. Im not saying its totally FAKE...im juss saying thats wat i kinda portray/ WANT to portray. I mean its fun being dumb and crap...but i mean thats not wat im all about or ne thing. Sheit i have feelings... i have an opinion...i think... i cry.. i get sad.. all that stuff. But wat does it matter...people dont try to see ne thing more...so they will get nothing more...watever...Thats just how its been. How its always seem to be. hah....i dont care or ne thing. Im juss sick of it all... people thinking i judge too quick obviously judge ME to quick cuz they know nothing about me. So cry me a river dickface cuz uve just become a hypocrite..

And lets sum it all up with a song!.....

I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known

N'sync - I Thought She Knew

Nite....
posted by Philip at 11:42 PM